03 ديسمبر, 2009

My parents are Terrorists








Yes it is the truth don't get shocked am not over reacting about this that's exactly the truth ... when your dad start to hit you for no reason cuz he have a bad mood and you can see it in his eyes that you will get hit today that's Terrorist. when you see your younger brother or sister crying cuz they get hit for nothing too that's Terrorist. when you try to make the vision clear to them that they were wrong and when you do all you get is hit till you bleed that's exactly a Terrorist.
here is one of my stories with my parent or we can say the last thing that happen to me, i was in the kitchen making food for me and my little brother to eat, when i heard someone crying i thought first its the TV, but it was getting louder and closer it cannot be the TV, i went out to see whats going on, i saw my little brother crying like he never did in his whole life, i hold him in my arms asking him why are you crying whats wrong, am i stupid to ask that of course in a second i get that this parasite we live with hit him, OMG i asked what he did to you, he didn't speak, i took him to the kitchen i asked him what happened tell me, he told me that he came into the room while he was studying took his books away to another room he pulled him from his her and he hit him seven times on the scruff of his neck, and i then he came inside the kitchen, and he was like Taurus, asking him.. Are you a man ? 'huh in my self whats the man in what you did ?! tell me .. ', he asked him again while he was pushing him with his hand on his shoulder are you a man ?! my brother didn't answer, he was just looking terrified of what he will do to him more, so i said at this moment you just don't understand a thing you just hit him for nothing, and then he said shut up you bitch, am not talking with you am talking with him, he told him this ''and he was pointing at be '' this bitch will go away one day and marry any guy, but you have to be a man.. i looked at him with a sharp look, he noticed and he looked at me doesn't you like what am talking about you slut, i said ya of course am not a bitch to call me that or a slut you can't call me names, then he said if you don't like the way i live or talk get out of my house, i said ya sure i don't wanna live here with this altitude of course, my brother for the first time wanted to come with me, i didn't mention that i tried lots to leave this house but no use, my grandmother was trying to Convince me TO stay, cuz she could die if i left, she is the only reason actually who keep me staying in this house with this parasite, but i said no i will leave i had enough of this shit hitting every day for nothing, calling me names, sorry grandma i have to go, she tried with my brother she get into him, but i said no way i will not stay, so i was going to go out, i opened the door and in this exact moment he pulled me from my hair and my clothes into the floor start to hit me with his legs every where in my body, i tried to stand up and i did, in this moment he grab me from my scarf and i was choking, cuz he grabbed me from my scarf and pulled me everywhere i was dying i was telling him am getting choking but he didn't leave me i was pushing him but he was the same pulling me and hitting me with his other hand, finally i kicked him and he let go, but he went to grab some wood to hit me on my knees with it to make me paralytic, finally after all this i get out of his hands and i ran to the bathroom and i closed in my self and my brother with me, after may be 50 minutes while me and my brother was in the bathroom trying to hide, away from his hands.
I looked at my face it was bleeding, my nose was bleeding and it was big and blue, my teeth was bleeding too, every pone in my leg was killing me cuz of this hits on it with the wood i didn't mention that he broke the wood on it, my back was hurting my, my stomach, my whole body was shaking, i tried to stop the bleed, get my self back together, standing up, i wondered how i survived after all this, How i didn't die?! after all this Don't you think that ''My parents are Terrorists''...?!!!!

who i am?



I used to be that angle who never say no to her parents, that always listen to every word as if its from god, one day i realized that am living a lie, i hated my life, i hated what am studying cuz i have been pushed to study it, but when i entered collage i realized that i was living a lie all my life .
So i started to face people with their lies, but what i get was a punch in the face, cuz i faced them with their lies that they were hiding behind it.
My life started to full of anger from my parents, cuz i knew who they really are, i started to be someone for the first time in my life, but they tried every thing to brake me, they never admit that am not stupid and not even genius, my parents wanted to destroy me more than helping me like any parent to be someone and be proud of it , i become the bad seed they brought to life, they always hit me for lieing when they were teaching me to lie in every minute, the phone rings .. answer and say we are not here ... huh how can u teach a baby that . who i cam am the girl who have personalty and will never be broke no matter what you do ...

Why i made this blog?



Hallo every body .. that's a little hit to get to know me .
First am not new in blogging i have my own blog, why am here in blog spot, that's what you will know in my next articles.
So am a female who try to live in a man society that had been created by some shit heads that believes that woman born to be a servant for the man.